ALHAMDULLILAH SYUKUR ALL WENT WELL AT THE GOLD CUP MTG 2014, SATURDAY I CALLED 3 RACES AND SUNDAY 4 RACES.
MAKE EACH DAY AS IF ITS YOUR LAST DAY AND NEVER EVER REGRET YOUR LIFE EVEN FOR A MOMENT IN TIME THEN YOU HAVE LIVED A TRUE MEANINGFUL LIFE OF YOUR CHOICE WHICH IS THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE BECAUSE YOU ONLY LIVE BUT ONCE.
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Monday, December 29, 2014
Monday, December 22, 2014
Monday, December 15, 2014
THE LAST 5 DAYS.
I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS SICK IN MY LIFE.EVEN THE BIG C DAYS OF 2008 & 2009 TREATMENTS OF CHEMO AND RADIATION. THE LAST 5 DAYS HAVE BEEN DIFFICULT WITH FEVER UP AND DOWN,COUGHING,SNEEZING UNTIL MY RIB CAGE FEELS VERY PAINFUL EVERY TIME I COUGH. SLEEPING HAVE BEEN DIFFICULT WITH PAIN EVERY TIME I COUGH. TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY I FEEL A LITTLE RELIEVE FROM THE RIB PAIN. INSYAALLAH IT WILL GET BETTER.
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Friday, November 21, 2014
I FEEL UNWELL
I REALLY FEEL UNWELL THE LAST 3 DAYS. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. INSYAALLAH I WILL FIGHT THIS FEELINGS.
Saturday, November 8, 2014
IN PAIN SINCE 5TH NOV 2014
Never have i felt so much pain. Its in my lower back. Insyaallah i have to ride out the pain . Sitting and sleeping even driving is so very difficult.The pain travels from left to right.Tried all sorts of pain killer. The relieve is just for an hour. Hot and cold compression also helps temporarily.
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Sunday, October 26, 2014
SPECIAL DAY TODAY...26TH OCT2014
SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH WORKING TODAY CALLED 4 RACES. 1ST TIME I CAN REMEMBER COMMENTATING ON THE RACES ON MY BIRTHDAY....HAD A PLEASANT SURPRISE FROM THE JOCKEYS AND TRAINERS AT THE TRAINERS STAND BEFORE THE START OF THE RACES WHEN THEY SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND CAKE CUTTING TODAY...WILL REMEMBER TODAY FOREVER THANK YOU ALL.
ME 1980...
ME and INA 2014....
ME 1980...
ME and INA 2014....
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Sunday, October 5, 2014
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
SLTC INTERNATIONAL HORSESHOW 25th Sept to 28th Sept 2014
My son Josh won the team event sponsored by Peugeot with his team PNTC . 4 riders with best 3 results and they won with Josh getting a clear round in 76 secs .There were 11 teams competing.Congrats team PNTC
Monday, September 15, 2014
Penang September meeting 14TH SEPT 2014
Busy and tiring day called races 1,2,6,7&10. alhamdullilah syukur all went well.
Sunday, August 31, 2014
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
PENANG SPRINT TROPHY MEETING2014
15th,16th and 17th August 2014 was indeed busy days for me. Alhamdullilah all went well as far as my work was concerned.Saturday called 3 races and Sunday 4 races plus Jockeys parade at the presentation arena.
Visitors from all over the world attended the races .
Visitors from all over the world attended the races .
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
Monday, July 28, 2014
Saturday, July 26, 2014
MY PGE 26 IS HOME
AFTER BEING IN THE WORKSHOP FOR A MONTH AND COSTING A LOT OF MONEY PGE 26 IS HOME. ALHAMDULLILAH SYUKUR PADA ALLAH SWT.
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Saturday, July 19, 2014
Sunday, July 13, 2014
AT THE RACES PNTC JULY MEETING 2ND DAY
TODAY CALLED 5 RACES IN A CARD OF 10... 1,2 ,5, 6& 9 TOUGH DAY, I AM JUST MENTALLY EXHAUSTED BUT ALHAMDULLILAH ALL WENT WELL.
Sunday, July 6, 2014
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
IF I HAD 3 WISHES ON MY LATE MUM BIRTHDAY TODAY
DEDICATED TO EVERYONE THAT I LOVE.....ON ARWAH MAK BIRTHDAY TODAY B6RN 2ND JULY1932. TO 13TH FEBUARY 2011 ...ALFATEHAH....
.......
.If you had three wishes
Tell me what they'd be
A fancy car, a new guitar
Or that money grows on trees
If I had three wishes
I tell you what they'd be
If I had three wishes
You would be all three
You know how the rules go
You can't wish for world peace
Or wish for love from anyone
And we're letting old friends be
You can't wish for more wishes
But that don't bother me
Cause if I had three wishes
You would be all three
I could say I wanna fly
But that would get old after a while
A million things that I could do
But they'd be nothing without you
So I can't think of anything
If you had three wishes
Do you know what they'd be
Would one get saved for a rainy day
Or for someone more in need
If I had three wishes
I tell you what they'd be
If I had three wishes
You would be all three
.......
.If you had three wishes
Tell me what they'd be
A fancy car, a new guitar
Or that money grows on trees
If I had three wishes
I tell you what they'd be
If I had three wishes
You would be all three
You know how the rules go
You can't wish for world peace
Or wish for love from anyone
And we're letting old friends be
You can't wish for more wishes
But that don't bother me
Cause if I had three wishes
You would be all three
I could say I wanna fly
But that would get old after a while
A million things that I could do
But they'd be nothing without you
So I can't think of anything
If you had three wishes
Do you know what they'd be
Would one get saved for a rainy day
Or for someone more in need
If I had three wishes
I tell you what they'd be
If I had three wishes
You would be all three
OLD FAITHFUL PGE 26 NAZA RIA SPECIAL EDITION
Finally after serving me and my family faithfully for 9 years,my faithful car had a major breakdown. The engine and gear box gave big time trouble, Now its in workshop wit h major repairs. It cost approx RM 10,000 to get it back in working condition with no guarantee. Insyaallah we will get thru this difficult period.
Friday, June 27, 2014
27thJune 2008 to 27th june 2014 6 Years today
It has been just over six years since I was diagnosed with cancer. Since then I have had surgery, chemotherapy and radiation at 2 different hospitals and a series of scans and six months of lying around on the bed after work, yes, i never stop working, staring out the window at the dapple light of days, yawning and stretching until the night creeps in. I felt suspended in a giant aquarium of a cisplatin;taxotere world and time stopped for six months. I questioned myself, my work, the world, death, and the spirit beyond. I struggled to have faith in the doctors, in the treatment, and in myself. Everyone was so sure I would be fine - I was such a 'positive' person - I would be back and at it in no time. Truth is I was scared, very scared, and all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and hide under the blanket.
But I didn't die. I live. Once treatment was over, to be exact ended on Boxing Day 26TH DEC 08 I was ushered back out in to the world with 'off you go then'. No guarantees - just the long wait between checkups to see if cancer had returned. There was no 'end' to cancer - just a finished chapter with the next one waiting to be read, with no hints at the ending.
I had a choice: live worrying whether the cancer would come back, or live expecting the cancer to be gone. No guarantees either way, but it sure felt better to expect good health than worry about sickness.
So I learned to live not knowing if the cancer would come back, but enjoying each day. I make plans anyway. I look forward to the future. And all the time I am so grateful.Firstly to Allah swt for giving me strength. Grateful to my friends, to my family, to my colleagues, to the countless of strangers who prayed for me around the world. I am grateful for the sunshine,the morning,the noon and the night. I notice small things; I savour moments like when my grandchildren grins deliciously at me with a full sparkle of joy or the guy at the market with his wry smile in his shorts and singlet winks and gives me a special deal.
In facing death I have come to love life so much, even the hard, bitter and nasty bits. When I heard news of a colleague,(my friend Teoh Kin Meng) who took his own life after a long struggle with depression, I found myself angry, sad, and confused. I struggle knowing that someone can fight so hard to live while another discards his life and all the promise of the future.
Yet I know the darkness of the big C. Chemotherapy and radiation was at times so depressing, like a coffin bearing down on me. I prayed for relief, prayed for escape, and I understood then why thoughts of death as an end to suffering come to us. Not the most beautiful sunrise, or a warm hug from a loved one can cut through this kind of pain. It is so difficult to feel joy when you are sick.
I knew my nausea would end - I had to make it through 14 days of torturing sickness that comes with each round of chemo, but I knew eventually the next 7 days, it would subside then the cycle starts all over again which i call the roller coaster ride of my life, waiting for the end of a dark tunnel and this went on over a period of 4 every 3 weeks i.e 84 torturing days after which the radiation starts and being burned 5 times a week for 7 weeks. The days where I woke up without feeling sick were so fantastic - my spirit lifted and soared in relief. For someone with cancer illness, however, there is no promise of an end to suffering.
If the passing on of my mum and dad and friends that i once knew teaches ME anything, it is this: life is short and precious. Don't waste another minute being miserable. Show those around you how much you love them. Look with a child's wonder and delight at the world around you. Find reasons to laugh and smile. Love yourself. Love the gift of life.
Remembering my cancer journey, I choose to live life to the fullest now. I choose to believe in anticipating of the small miracles I know will appear each day. I choose to love and to laugh.
TO MY WIFE SARINA AND ALL MY CHILDREN FAR AND NEAR, MY GRANDCHILDREN, MY FAMILY, MY DEAR BROTHER TOMMY AND ROSE,MY DEAREST JULIE , CRYSTAL AND,LUKE, IN PERTH AND TO MY BEST FRIEND DAVID MCGILLIVRAY, MR RICK LOH, ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS,MY COLLEAGUES AND MY EMPLOYERS THANK YOU FOR EVERY OUNCE OF HELP, PRAYERS AND CONFIDENCE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME DURING MY TIME OF ILLNESS.LAST BUT NOT LEAST DR LEONG KIN WAH,DATO DR ZATTAR,MY FRIEND DR LAM OF IPOH AND ALL THE NURSES THANK YOU
I WILL CONTINUE TO FIGHT AND BE WELL FOR AS LONG AS I SHALL LIVE, INSYAALLAH.
Monday, June 23, 2014
Monday, June 16, 2014
15th June 2014 PNTC races
Today we had visitors from Melbourne Australia totalling 12 led by our good family friends Catherine Shelley and Buddy England at
the races and was given box 3 by the PNTC. I called 4 races in a card of 8. Races 1,2,5 & 6.
14th June 2014 PGE 26 Naza Ria 2.4
My beautiful faithful car of 9 years finally had a major breakdown. I now not know the damage to the engine due to overheating. I had it towed to the mechanics today,i must admit i feeling very upset and sad.Pray that it can be repaired within my budget otherwise ........
Friday, June 6, 2014
150 YEARS ANNIVERSARY PNTC WEEKEND RACES 31ST MAY/1ST JUNE 2014
I AM PROUD TO BE A PART OF PNTC HISTORY . I CALLED A TOTAL OF 6 RACES FOR THE 2 DAYS AT THE RACES. MY SHORT VIDEO SCRIPT AND VOICE OVER WAS USED AS A VIDEO PRESENTATION. WHAT AN HONOR TO BE A PART OF 150 YEARS OF PNTC CELEBRATIONS. CERTAINLY HISTORICAL FOR ME AND THE NOORDIN FAMILY RACING INVOLVEMENT .
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Sunday, May 25, 2014
ANOTHER SUNDAY PNTC RACES
Another day at the races. I am slowly but surely getting back my rhythm of many many years ago. I still to this day have got butterflies in my stomach every time i called a race. ALHAMDULLILAH all went well today
Sunday, May 4, 2014
ANOTHER WEEKEND RACECALLING
ALHAMDULLILAH SYUKUR ALL WENT WELL WITH MY CALLS AT THE RACES TOTAL RACE CALLED WAS 6 RACES FOR 2 DAYS. below are 3 races.
Monday, April 28, 2014
JOSH HAVING HIS TONSILS REMOVED
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
THE TIME IS NOW NOT LATER NOT TOMMOROW
To All my family far and near just a short note...........THE TIME IS NOW.......
If you are ever going to love me,
Love me now, while I can know
The sweet and tender feelings
Which from true affections flow.
Love me now.
Do not wait until I'm gone
And then have it Chiseled in marble,
Sweet words on ice cold stone.
If you have tender thoughts of me
Please tell me now.
If you wait until I am sleeping
Never to awaken,
There will be death between us
And I won't hear you then.
So, if you love me, even a little bit,
Let me know it while I am living
So I can treasure it.
Sunday, April 13, 2014
GETTING WEAKER BY THE DAY
I am getting weaker by the day.....stress is the N01 cause of me growing weaker. I feel not the same as each day goes. Insyaallah i will try hardest to bounce back. Pray Allah swt to give me the strength,insyaallah.
Latest i have loss half vision of my left eye....pray ALLAH SWT that its only temporary and that i can get back my full sight and vision on my left eye. INSYAALLAH
Thursday, April 3, 2014
RACING IN PENANG MARCH 30TH 2014
16 DAYS AFTER MY OPERATION I WAS BACK WORKING.THERE WAS TRAFFIC JAM ALL OVER PENANG ISLAND WHICH CAUGHT MOST OF US BY SURPRISE.HAD 5 MINS BEFORE GOING ON AIR LIVE.JUST MANAGED TO MAKE IT. THANK YOU ALL THAT ASSISTED ESPECIALLY THE SECURITY DEPT PNTC. ALL'S WELL THAT ENDS WELL SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH.
Thursday, March 20, 2014
AT ALL TIMES WE ARE TOGETHER
IN GOOD AND BAD TIMES,IN HEALTH AND IN SICKNESS,IN HAPPY AND SAD MOMENTS WE ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER....INA THANK YOU FOR THE STRENGTH. I LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE.
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
after the operation at the HDU ward
Just after the operation on Friday 14th March 2014....High Dependent Unit.,,,,SO PAINFUL alhamdullilah syukur all went well. The tubes were taken away 17/3/2014 ...today 18/3/2014 discharged but no work for 2 weeks and no heavy walking or lifting to avoid internal bleeding which can occur with the slightest pressure.Without doubt the pain level,the discomfort level on a scale of 1 to 10 i rate this a 9 out of 10.Coming from me who have gone thru the Big C treatment believe it. Credit to my doctor and all the nurses who did a wonderful and professional procedure.To my wife Sarina thank you for your love and strength without it i would rather die.Love you always.My brother Tommy and Rose,my darling Niece Julie,grandniece Crystal, grandnephew Luke your concern helps me to get better To all my children far and near, if you said a prayer for me thank you if not it doesnt matter,i know you are busy and far away and have a life of your own.To my friends,Mr and Mrs Chan.Mr and Mrs Solomon and kids, thanks for the visit,i feel blessed to have you as my friend. Sweet Marie and Louise Lawrence, thanks for the call To all my friends and there so many to list here i thank you from the bottom of my heart for your prayers and concern. Now i start the regime to get better.INSYAALLAH.
Thursday, March 13, 2014
ANOTHER LIFE CHALLENGE 14TH MARCH2014
Today i am admitted to Gleneagles Medical Center Penang for a procedure called TURP. Its a painful procedure so please pray for me. Ya Allah beri lah hamba mu ini kekuatan. I am scheduled at the OT 8.30am 14th March 2014, I am now in Gleneagles room 1705 for OT prep.
As in any Operation there is a very small percentage of risk. So i ask for forgiveness to my family and friends if i have in any way offended them. You come into the world alone and if you need to go you will go alone,sad as it may be thats the reality of life.)
Sunday, March 9, 2014
PNTC EARLY MARCH MEETING (SAT&SUN)
This weekend i called 5 races in total. I am slowly but surely getting back my good old days of calling the races my own style.Next week i will be going to Gleneagles Penang for a complete checkup. As i wrote earlier my prostate is definately a cause for concern. Will update as and when i am able to do it.Just enjoy the r5 races (2 on Sat and 3 on Sun)below.....
Saturday, March 1, 2014
JOSH STARTS WORK TODAY
I am Not Feeling Good.
To my family and friends....I am not feeling good....My prostate is giving me trouble ...Its called BPH...Benign Prostatic Hyperplasia. Medications used to work..Hytrin(terazosin)...Harnal Ocas (Tamsulosin)...not any more. What other option but to have a TURP..(Transurethral resection of the prostate), a surgical procedure that involves cutting away a section of the prostate glands. Its perform under general anaesthesia . Painful Yes ..according to many of my friends who have gone through this procedure. Effective Yes...so i see no other way than to go through this procedure soon .Will update soon.Please say a prayer for me....2008 it was the BIG C, i suffered with CHEMO,RADIATION...2014 i hope the TURP is not as severe. Insyaallah.. luv all of you even if you are never around when i need you all.
Friday, February 21, 2014
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
A SCARY SUNDAY AT TESCO
I felt like i was having a minor stroke. I almost blackout while walking at TESCO. Cold sweat came running down my forehead like rainwater. The ceiling was spinning at 100mph. I hardly could stand up. Nothing i did help,not looking up,bending down,sitting or standing. I really thought this was the end. Thank God alhamdullilah syukur,my wife Ina was not far away,she quickly put me down at the bench outside the supermarket and rush to get hot milo. By the time she came back 5 minutes later i was nearly slipping into a coma,everything was slipping away,the vision,the smell,the memory,all was like in a hazy, cloudy garden with no flowers. All i can think is to recite AL Fatehah over and over again to keep my mind from drifting further away. The milo was tasteless just hot.After sipping the hot milo,i slowly regain my vision,hearing and my other senses like my balance.The blurry vision started to get clearer.But the cold sweat never stop dripping from my forehead and my body was wet with sweat.After visiting the doctors it was established that my sugar level dropped drastically low and if not for the hot milo i would have slipped into a coma. I am not on any diet but i have lost weight. I was 104kgs in early Dec 2013 and now today i weight 89kgs. minus 15 kgs in 3months. It was a scary Sunday, i am still weak but bearable. I have taken leave from work till this Friday and see how i get on. I am on heavy dose of medications. Alhamdullilah syukur pada ALLAH SWT i am getting better. If tomorrow never comes just change the words to suit each and everyone of my family and friends. I mean it for all of my loved ones and my relatives and friends who knew me.I love all of you eternally.
"If Tomorrow Never Comes"Words are changed to suit all my loved ones and dearest friends.
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch all of you sleeping
You are lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would you all ever doubt the way I feel
About you in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will you know how much I loved all of you
Did I try in every way to show you every day
That you all my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And you must face this world without me
Is the love I gave all in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much you all means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell all how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will all know how much I loved you
Did I try in every way to show all every day
That you my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And all must face this world without me
Is the love I gave all in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
I LOVE ALL DEARLY.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
1980 exactly 34 years ago bapak left ALFATEHAH
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