THERE IS HOPE

alhamdullilah syukur .

A SCARY SUNDAY AT TESCO

I felt like i was having a minor stroke. I almost blackout while walking at TESCO. Cold sweat came running down my forehead like rainwater. The ceiling was spinning at 100mph. I hardly could stand up. Nothing i did help,not looking up,bending down,sitting or standing. I really thought this was the end. Thank God alhamdullilah syukur,my wife Ina was not far away,she quickly put me down at the bench outside the supermarket and rush to get hot milo. By the time she came back 5 minutes later i was nearly slipping into a coma,everything was slipping away,the vision,the smell,the memory,all was like in a hazy, cloudy garden with no flowers. All i can think is to recite AL Fatehah over and over again to keep my mind from drifting further away. The milo was tasteless just hot.After sipping the hot milo,i slowly regain my vision,hearing and my other senses like my balance.The blurry vision started to get clearer.But the cold sweat never stop dripping from my forehead and my body was wet with sweat.After visiting the doctors it was established that my sugar level dropped drastically low and if not for the hot milo i would have slipped into a coma. I am not on any diet but i have lost weight. I was 104kgs in early Dec 2013 and now today i weight 89kgs. minus 15 kgs in 3months. It was a scary Sunday, i am still weak but bearable. I have taken leave from work till this Friday and see how i get on. I am on heavy dose of medications. Alhamdullilah syukur pada ALLAH SWT i am getting better. If tomorrow never comes just change the words to suit each and everyone of my family and friends. I mean it for all of my loved ones and my relatives and friends who knew me.I love all of you eternally. "If Tomorrow Never Comes"Words are changed to suit all my loved ones and dearest friends. Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch all of you sleeping You are lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would you all ever doubt the way I feel About you in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will you know how much I loved all of you Did I try in every way to show you every day That you all my only one And if my time on earth were through And you must face this world without me Is the love I gave all in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much you all means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell all how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will all know how much I loved you Did I try in every way to show all every day That you my only one And if my time on earth were through And all must face this world without me Is the love I gave all in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes So tell that someone that you love Just what you're thinking of If tomorrow never comes I LOVE ALL DEARLY.

1980 exactly 34 years ago bapak left ALFATEHAH

34 years since you left me and i had to go thru life without you....I miss you dad and i love you lots....AL FATEHAH

MAK I MISS YOU (3RD YEAR) ALFATEHAH.

If roses grow in Heaven YA ALLAH please pick a bunch for me Place them in my mother's arms And tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her and miss her And when she turns to smile Place a kiss upon her cheek And hold her for awhile.. BISMILLAHHIRRAHMANNIRRAHIM ....AL FATEHAH MAK I MISS YOU LOTS....

10 kilos loss in 3 months (food for thought)

I have loss 10 kgs in the last 3months. I have no explanation to WHY its happening. I am losing still even though i am not on diet. The stress and pressure of life and family matters have taken its toll on me.I pray to ALLAH SWT, that i can overcome this trouble times. INSYAALLAH...Where are all that i love in life they seem to be disappearing and going far away from me.Well i suppose the old saying of "you came into this world alone and when its time to go, you go alone is true.I am a change person now . Life is not easy and i am now learning at my twilight years. I rather go away and not see and experience this part of life.

A LITTLE RUSTY 2ND DAY AFTER 16 YEARS AWAY FROM CALLING RACES

Managed to complete my 2 race calls R6 and R14 at PNTC. Not great but managed to get thru,the mind is making promises the body struggling to keep. Its the memory bank not as good as many moons ago.But i have to remain optimistic that things will improve.

HISTORICAL DAY IN MY CAREER 8TH/9TH FEBRUARY 2014

After a lapsed of 16 years i will once again call the races here at PNTC. I will be commentating race 5 on the 8th February and races 6 and 14 on the 9th February 2014.I need all the support from everyone,family and friends. I cannot but feel butterflies in my stomach,just like when i first started work in 1974 exactly 40 years ago. This year PNTC will be celebrating its 150 years,and am indeed proud to be a part of history

HORSES 2014

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