Photo taken today.6 more days to 8 hrs of CHEMO of TAXOTERE & CISPLATIN,and 7days to HARI RAYA,and the pain in the gums and tooth is intense no sleep at all last night. Pray god that i will get some sort of rest later.The cramps are almost unbearable but thank god its only for about 5 mins and usually comes between 1am to 3am, but i now found a way to stop the pain by soaking my feet in hot water at the right temperature and pain will subside gradually and managed to bring 15minutes to about 5 mins and the frequency from 5 times to 1 time a day.I tried soaking b4 the pain but it did not work.So now i wait for the pain then soak,it works.insyaallah god willing I can live with that.So again i am writing this blog so that there be a record for me and my family,hoping my grandchildren will know their grandad is a strong minded and just like how i want them to be when they grow up and in this concrete jungle exposed to so many dangers in life especially illness,they must learn to live in moderation and be health concious and to all my friends, we can learn that health is everything and other material things are secondary.One thing for me being sick with BIG C is i am able to remind all those that read my blog its not how long you live but how you live your life, the quality of life, live it well there is no 2nd chance you only live but once,so keep the prayers coming family and friends and i promise all of you i will keep fighting and come out of the tunnel so that i can thank each and everyone of you personally.insyaalah god bless and may the ALMIGHTY GOD remove all illness and pain for all on GOD EARTH AMEEN
