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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

SLEEP WAS DIFFICULT AND WHEN IT CAME FOR ABT 1HR

Sleep was difficult going into the 2nd cycle of my CHEMO treatment and while it finally came i had a beautiful dream of being with my late father OM NOORDIN. We were at the balcony of our old house in jalan puan, kg baru,KL,overlooking the football field and talking about as usual the horses especially his favourite horse PINGAT MAS .The dream may has lasted for a few minutes but his image was so clear that i wanted it to last forever his words were the same tone as when he was alive it was so real and after being gone from me for abt28 years this dream was the most closest i got to him and i wanted it to last but i woke up and the time was 5.25am and i knew i was asleep for only about an hour.I thank god that one thing good and i pray for more to come of the chemo treatment was this unforgettable dream that i am sure will be imbedded in my mind till the day i have to go.Meanwhile the tunnel is long and the road is tough but theres no turning back and friends and family dont stop your prayers because god will answer someone sometime somewhere. God bless .insyaallah